What Too Much Grimm's Fairy Tales And Watching Tinkerbell Will Do to You

Or it's because I'm just bloody gullible...

Each paragraph doesn't really connect. Read it like how you picture characters jumping from a scene to another...like in Inception.

Tomorrow. Weeks ago, I've been dying for tomorrow to come and now knowing that tomorrow will be indeed coming tomorrow or in around 14 hours time, I wish to turn back time and maybe study more and stop playing Spider Solitaire. Heck, if given a second chance I think I'll still procrastinate the same. I'm afraid you see, because my results really decide my future for me. Pharmacist or economist? Or what not? Vagabond? I wish!

I have this amazing talent of looking like a nerd and someone who doesn't have a social life. I also changed my mind about some things like: I don't want to be Jerusha Abbott anymore,  I don't want to go to the ocean and drop seven teardrops to the sea to get a Selkie male to come out  anymore, being a mermaid is still okay. I want to be a fairy! I want to live in a place like Pixie Hollow. Gosh, I want to be born out of a baby's first laughter, I want to fly, I want to be a Water-fairy! I can live near a pond, inside a Waterlily! I can skate on water, make dew drops on spider webs, create ripples and bubbles. Maybe the Fairy Prince will fall in love with me. We'll always watch the sunset together and because our wings touched, it'll glow a shade of marine blue(because it's true love...) so other fairies found out about our love and one powerful but jealous fairy secretly cursed us and turned us into blue glitter. But then, a kind fairy turned us both into a gust of whispering wind and we travel around the world, bringing gentle encouraging whispers along with a cool breeze to sad people crying out to the ocean. Awesome or what? Maybe fairies are actually dead souls? Maybe it's people who died still believing in the existence of fairies that got turned into fairies. I got this idea from Wikipedia. Yes suckers, I Googled about fairies. Go roll your eyes and laugh like a hyena.

This looks like a miracle.

I'm crapping but you should really watch Tinkerbell, it's so beautiful. I just really like to fill my head with fantasies and pictures of bioluminescent organisms, like glowing plankton in the middle of the sea, jellyfish, fireflies, the night scene of Avatar etc. I like to put my head up in the air, that's why I cannot accept reality well.

This is also another miracle. They're called Aequorea Victoria.

The future is so unfathomable. I'm just curious about how I'll end up. I'm still longing to live in a community like the one in The Beach...without the evil farmers and weeds. Or something like immortal gypsies. I can be like a forest nymph. By the way, I've always thought I'm a feminist but I'm not, I think I am an Egalitarian. Yay for Egalitarianism!

Egalitarianism = Equal-ism

XOXO,
Yours Truly.